A bee is attracted to a prettiest flower;
A girl is attracted to a sweetest boy;
I am attracted to the heartless you.

Sunday, November 30, 2008



"my on-pointie shoes still look shiny la. while my friends' one all dirty liao."
really lucky that the examiner passed my on-pointie part.

i know i have a long way to go.
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sometimes i think shutting myself from the outside world seemed to be a better option.
i feel like crying T.T


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Saturday, November 29, 2008


this just sucks.
you never understood the real meaning
you always say i dont put you first
it isnt my first time that i sacrificed already okay
i told you in advance
and last minute you came and spoilt everything
you always do that
ALWAYS.





i'm gonna buy a big candy cane...


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Tuesday, November 25, 2008


yay!
really happy now. lols
exam was, screwed la T.T

but nvrm, over le.

thanks to evelyn, xinghui, qianyi, gaopeng, belinda, evelyn, xuelin, vivian, sokhian, ym, gladys, leon, wx, jeslynn for wishing me luck! (random order) ps if i missed out anyone :X


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Monday, November 24, 2008


tomorrow is the big day! O:
my fingers better not shake tomorrow or the examiner will flip. and later my coach will flip too. even ms yeo will flip. (no, i'm serious)
i'm sure the examiner flipped last year when i brought the book into the exam room despite the big rule "candidates under 18 are not allowed to bring the scores into the exam room" something like that.

everything must go well tomorrow, or i'll probably flip myself cos i got practiced de lorh /:<

thanks everyone for their best wishes! ;D


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Saturday, November 22, 2008


gahs.
really frustrating that i practice at home and then when i go school, i forget my scores ):<
and exam is THREE DAYS AWAY! tree days away. christmas isn't here yet :/

and then my fingers always shake when i play solo. why harh, everyone play like normal but i'll be the one shaking like christmas tree when blown by wind. wait, christmas tree put in houses so only aircon blow. okay im mad.

quote of the day, "i feel like a salmon" from evelyn.
LOL.


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Wednesday, November 19, 2008


cultural potpourri was FUNNNNN!
hahahaha.
or rather, i was the one who went mad.

lets start from school...
tune guzheng, practice, then move everything downstairs.
waited for the buses...
than this lorry came and we thought the lorry were meant specially for us. wasn't for us though.
move everything to the dressing room.
looks really nice, with lights beside the mirrors, like a supermodel's room like that
still got lockers, then some people go there hide.
oh and the wardrobes, as big as two people.
evelyn and i changed in there. and others also did the same.

then make up.
we wore foundation, blusher, than even more blusher, about 2 layers of eyeshadow i think, glitter, lipstick, moisturizer.
ms chian said we looked like ang ku kuei. huang lao shi said we looked like chinese porcelain dolls.
HAHA.
thanks to the seniors who helped us apply make up! :D

the fun part was the free time.
damn fun. fun. fun. fun. fun.
i became sha3 (by xinghui)
laugh non stop, than she make me face the locker and i laughed even more. -.-
than got one incident i laugh until i trip over someone's bag and fell :X
the seniors started imitating us, what we said, do etc. LOL.
the juniors played daidee, snap etc.
before the performance everyone started talking about ghost stories.
everyone freaked out
at backstage damn cold than everyone all freaked out before performance ><><

photos! ;D
there wasn't much make up when we took this. only blusher.
the room damn nice hor? LOL.


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Monday, November 17, 2008


Distance

Over the seas and mountains we're apart,
every inch away from you hurts my fragile heart,
Desperately reaching for your soft silky hand,
Even maybe all I get will be just a glance.

Under the same blue sky we live,
Glazing at the same bright moon we grieve,
Hoping our bonds will be ever lasting,
And just like fairy tales; a happy ending.

Now this poem to you I write,
One day, to you I''ll recite,
To show you, against loneliness, i will fight,
Someday, somewhere, when we unite.

Max Soon


maybe 307 isnt such a bad class.
but the sight of ahem makes me upset again.








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okay quick post.
TMR CULTURAL POP!!!
nervous,excited or what?

but today, something like our final practice was funfunfun!
okay la maybe not fun but damn funny.

ANYONE HEARD OF FLYING NAILS? NO WINGS BUT CAN FLY LIKE THE WIND!
one for $5, or the more ex is about $6+
works extremely well with not so sticky tape.
one roll for $2.50

okay this is insane.


my nails flew past the tchr till around the extra jiao beside her today.
than afterwards my nail flew off again, till i duno where. :X
xing hui even helped look for which direction the nail flew to when we were playing some part, which i play until damn hard :X thanks!(:
bad part was i dint knew where it went D:
until after lesson i found it behind the guzhengs the sec 1 placed.

thanks to evelyn and gaopeng and everyone else for keeping my tagboard alive! ((:


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Saturday, November 15, 2008


yesterday was both a happy and sad day.
but most were happy.
but whatever, i have no mood to talk about it.

im freaking confused now can.
i dont know whether to step out and say out my views.
or should i shut up, stand there and do nothing?
T.T


jovina kola bear! howhowhow?


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Thursday, November 13, 2008


hello! (:
left my house at like, close to 11.30 when gz starts at 12 ><

guzheng! omg i seriously need to sit down and chiong everything
I CANT PLAY PROPERLY LA.
oh and finally changed the string today. took me so long cos i dint dare tighten the string. tchr say she got students de new string snapped before they actually played with the new string.

dance rehearsal was like, er nothing much.

yeah and that malu thing that happened on the bus. zzz


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Tuesday, November 11, 2008


overslept today. woke up at 8.30 when i promised evelyn to leave at 8.15 ><
rushed my way out of the house without breakfast -.-
then we go macs at king albert park to takeaway.
ate hot fudge sundae for breakfast :X just had the urge to eat ice cream ><


nothing feels right without you.
i seriously want to tape my broken string. its so irritating when practising D;

damn tired @.@


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Monday, November 10, 2008


i realised i cant make it for tuition for the next 3weeks cos i got rehearsal O:
sorry gab! D:

okay countdown (im being lame)
8 more days to cultural pop
12 more days to open house
15 more days to gz exam



hahaha now evelyn and me are thinking of really funny and stupid and kua zhang things to do.
we're getting extremely lame and mad xD


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Sunday, November 09, 2008


was looking at the lyrics of superhuman and remembered that i didn't eat dinner today :O

my gz string snapped today!
*applause*
it snapped before i played dong ting xing ge. -.-

yaye!
got my chinese dance costume today!
look like korean like that. some say we look like Mongolians.
but i think we look like maids la. cos got the apron :X
i really wonder wad to do with the costume after the performance :/

going to have a crazy week this week, esp thursday when there's full dress rehearsal and friday when practice is from morning till late afternoon :o
okay la on a lighter note i'm getting my hip hop costume on thursday :D


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ARUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
tmr i in deeeep trouble la
YABBLEYABBLEBONGBANGMEHHHH

damn.
i was supposed to practice gz yesterday but i fell asleep
then by the time i woke up i had to go tuition -.-

now.
DANM I WAS SUPPOSE TO WAKE UP EARLIER TODAY
and then later i have to mop floor, then zao to ballet and get lots of scolding for forgetting my moves and copying ppl blahblah. (wth its not my fault i sprained my ankle and i still havnt gone to the doc yet la -.-)
and i would reach home ard 8.

okay la. at most tonight i move my guzheng to my room and prac lorh.
neighorbaaaaaaaaaaah

tmr tchr going to chase me out to play 100 times. watch and laugh.


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Friday, November 07, 2008


wood is stronger than metal!
proven by me today ;X

though how i proved it was unexpected :X
haha you can ask me though.


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damn sad la.
i bothered practising and all the effort ended up like...
T.T

and you rub it in by comparing.
this sucks.


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Wednesday, November 05, 2008


hurray!
EVELYN'S COMING OVER!
yayayayaye!
cant wait to make cookie dough with her!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

memorised one and a half page of scores today.
really happy. :DDD


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tags reply!
Christina: haha thanks! (:

GaoPeng: thanks! no wonder. last yr the examiner stopped me and i thought i failed :X

cindy: hey! haha thanks alot! (:

YUE IS NICE: hello! ;D

'evelyn: haha its okay. you thinking of who arh? ;P

GABBIE: hello! (: relinked :D

Vivian: thanks! you too!(: wait, you know the date alr?! i duno yet leh :X

mona<33: heys! thanks! thanks for tagging too (:


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Sunday, November 02, 2008


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Saturday, November 01, 2008


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA! ;D


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