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I am attracted to the heartless you.

Friday, March 30, 2007







stepmama...

read my friend's blog.even he is also lost.life in sch was lyk ok lor.sometimes i felt so lost.i feel lyk i'm unsociable.i may seem happy,but inside i'm so hurt.who can i spill all my troubles out?i realli wonder wats wrong wif me.who can i go to?other than my friends fm bpps.any1 fm nh i can go to?i dun koe.i wan to koe who.

i hv seen scenes tat a sec1 gal kept fainting non stop.another 1-a gal lock herself in e toilet n refuse to come out until a lot of gals came in.

T.T


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Tuesday, March 27, 2007


sch was chao fun today...

had music lesson aft recess n our class was e onli class who got all e instruments right!*3 cheers 4 1/7!*
home econs aft tat.practical test!almost every1 cooked egg...i was scared tat my egg will kenna burnt lah,cos when i practised at home on sun,e egg got burnt=(every1 was sharing food here n ther.aft 1 person's food was graded,e next person will use it.some of us were eating while cooking!i made this egg sandwich...ha,got 20/30.highest was 21/20.aww,miss by 1 mark.
aft cooking...e teacher was talkin abt next wk's lesson n we were throwing cherry tomatos at each other!haha...bak in class(lunch time)they continued playing,using their tb to hit it.ym got angry lah,took e tomato n yz said'wats'yr problem?!'ym replied'whats'yr problem?!!'yz replied the same thing n ym screamed'WHATS'YR PROBLEM!!!???'yz isnt tall,so he tip-toed n shouted bak at her.haha...ym's pissed...they went bak playing aft tat.yeah e tomato once hit e white board n tomato juice flowed downXD

sad lah,co-form teacher gonna retire.cos she's naggy,most ppl were happy?!haha...most likely throw party at sky garden 4 her...

oh yea,jonaton,u r so dead.u koe we dun lyk each other n u still...u'll pay 4 this tmr!XDD


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Saturday, March 24, 2007


saturday...
yes,no sch n there isnt a need 4 me to go bak.but got a lot of hw to do...even got extras-make ting2 card.actually suppose to make tim's card but haha,lucky sjab saved meXDym doing e shopping as usual.guess i dun need buy anything then.but i feel pai say,she does a lot of things n i slack a lotXDmayb get cakes then...isnt it fun to celebrate yr b.day wif friends?guess it would.as a care bear-u take care of e welfare of students.mayb earn cip hours when u help out...but then,i'm no care bear when i'm out of sch...no,i'm not.but it pains me to c my friends being hurt,especially when they r going through e same pain i hv been through.whoever hurt me,its painful,i dun wan to c e same thing happen to my friends.thanks to my meis...watever,i'm blabbering...haha...


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Friday, March 23, 2007


1 wk down!
sch was ok lah...
but nearly kenna detention fm geo teacher cos she once absent then we were assigned work to do...every1 copy here n there-group work!XDsome of us thought e relief teacher was shuai!XDi slacked throughout geo lah,drew pic abt my life in nh.haha...

on 1 of e days hor...i reached sch at 7.35.omg!!!lucky no counsellors on duty.hehe...

got this care force induction on wed.ha,skip cca!but heard didnt realli do much.got food say,shuang lah...somewat reminds me of giving my chicken wing to my coach,actually wanted to get 4 e gps but e other coach told me to tell them to get themselves.so onli got 1 then happen to c coach n gave it to him.took a cup of orange juice n gave it to my form teacher.it juz bought bak memories...both sweet n bitter.

yesterday last min chi teacher ask me n 2 more gals to stay bak 4 this workshop.got other sch e students came-so got refreshments!haha...saw sjab n andre on 2nd floor,(i at 3rd floor) n dropped down a pkt drink.lucky caught lah,for if spill,i duno wat ll happen.haha...

*claps*for e new care bear!haha...whoever e new 1,i wont say it.kenna sabo do tim's card n buy presents.haha...

9more wks to go...


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Tuesday, March 20, 2007



2nd day of sch...
sch was ok?onli tat chi was 1st period=((nw hv 2meis n 1di!!!actually onli 1 mei was she say if i her jie,jov n sy my mei n di too=))but i wan a kor!XDDno wait,sy is nt jov kor le...
lunch time---
stayed bak in class...ppl tinking dirty...then sy say to me,"u n yr lao gong!"(teasing us)he said"go n die lah!"sy said,"go n die is meant for gals lah!"then he said "go n **** lah"sy replied "congrats!tats right!!!"yes i koe,its colourful languageXDD
aft sch---
went home wif suay n sjab.watever,we both waited for sjab to finish lunch.actualli suppose to bak wif huiqi but last min she got band practice.BECAUSE REMEO WAS GOING ALL E GALS WENT.wah,remeo,so popular wid e band gals!XDD
on bus---
asked suay who she thought was e shuai guy in 6i's class photo.we sat at e bak then got 2 seniors fm bpps!they saw my class photo n we started talking.sad lah,suay was e onli rgs gal at e bakXD

yesterday could hv wrote more but thanks to dy,who pressed e shut down button on my keyboard...

blahblahblah...


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Monday, March 19, 2007


haha...here i am blogging in sch again...XDD
aww...cant find paint=cant drawXDD

e new eng lit teacher decided to come in term3 so nw relief teacher.sad...
wtf...my maths results sux lyk hell...even though i passed.

cruel pe teacher dun let me miss pe n wan a letter fm parents.wtf...played nettball n i so not active,nt lyk last yr.=((bleah(typed by evelineXD)I MISS HOCKEY!!!

aww.lesson end


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Sunday, March 18, 2007


haha,i koe my drawing suxXD



1 wk came n flew...
so much hw...but nvr doXDkk,got do a bit...even got newspaper article activity on 14feb until nw still nt complete=xx
change of timetable...bet it'll change again 4 term3.
gosh,if i cant do my hw,i'll b copyin again fm friends.omg,this is badbadbad...T.T
bak to sch,hv to c those teachers' faces n seat through never-ending lesson...
negatives abt goin bak to sch...
-more hw
-cant play com
-cant wake up late
-cant really build castles in class
-hair muz b plaited(i didnt bother to plait my hair when i went bak csh in e hols)
-shoulders get scratched by those rings
-the list continues...

wtf...i tink i lost artricia's b.day card n nw muz redo.T.T

10 more wks of suffering b4 e jun hols cum!!!countdown...50 days of sch...blahblahblah...


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Saturday, March 17, 2007


sicksicksick...

went 4 ballet replacement(teacher owe de)...suppose to go 4 1h onli but turned out to b 1h15min.lucky friend remind me or i'll b late 4 tution...
*AH-CHOO*tissue any1?
i wanna absent myself fm sch!!!so if i absent my self on certain days,i'll miss certain lessons which i dislike=pp

mon-miss E.LIT N GEO!!!
tue-miss CHI!!!
wed-miss GEO N E.LIT!!!oh ya...CCA TOO!!!
thur-miss hist n chi!!!sci tution too!!!
fri-miss chi n hist!!!
gtgbb


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Friday, March 16, 2007


OMG...i faint 4 e new timetable.ther so many changes!!!!!!!!!

geo on mon-gulp!i havnt done e hw!

ALAMAK ALAMAK ALAMAK ALAMAK ALAMAK...

but pssst...if u dun lyk bringing yr bks to sch.get every class' timetable n c on which day tat class also hv e same lesson as u,tat way,when tat lesson cum,go to e class borrow e bksXD

gosh...now muz write out e whole timetable myself.primter bo ink!!!T.T


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Thursday, March 15, 2007


the best day of my life=DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY EVIL TWIN SISTER!!!

i'm blogging on e 16 march cos yesterday came bak late than kenna chased away fm com.ha,now since u 2 hv gone out,i'm naughty!(shhhhh!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIC N YAN BING!!!

quick recap on 14 mar
went to chinatown...nt time muz leave hse earlier...didnt koe e bus slow than i late.ha,i not onli 1,suay too(met her on e way)was walking at commwealth ave4(i tink) then kailing called n chased me...put bak my hp in my pocket n ran."r ya ready kids?......"alamak,who's tat unknown?so this maths teacher called n asked me wher was i._.RUNNING AT E SHOPS THERE!!!._.btw,i thought it was e discipline mistress=xwent to e heritage centre...spooky it may seem,but nt scary lah...*DUN EVER TOUCH E GOODS on display*my fingers got this funny smell aft tat=xwas at some rooms then featherless chicken went 'baaaa' n e gals (n me) screamed-.-

reach sch then decide wher to go.class group outing.every1 went different places.guys went kopitam(-_-) n eveline,cindy n annelisa went west mall to eat.Lingli,jes,fio n me+jes pri sch friend.cant decide wher to go...jurong east entertainment?bugis?orchard catey?lot1?kbox?ended up going to jurong east.take neos,eat n take neos again.then i went home...met jov on e way.she copied e notes fm tue chem lesson(cos she late n onli got e ws aft lesson)

thur15march(HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE/MEI,CLARRISA N CH0CADDICT!!!)
brrr!1 sms received fm 'person name'slpt damn late lahhs.1+am.guess wat,was gazing at e stars up in e sky.they damn shiny okays?twinking...btw,y they twinkle ar?XDthanks to e bad clouds,less stars=(go c tonite yea?actually would hv slpt at midnite but dazedazedaze since i dun daze at stars(i daze at some other things)..anyway,eric told me he dazin at them then i went to look too.btw,nearly forgot to close e windows aft tat...

woke up at 6++?!thanks to u jie,daddy left e lights on n i was woken up.yAwN...went bak to slp later...

wake up,wat light breafast n wrote journal.suppose to meet yue at 10.30am but ended up at 11.30XD.b4 leave hse,called those ppl who suppose to meet...yy say meet at lot1,called yue tell her change destination but got a NO reply so called bak yy again.btw,when he know he onli guy,he was wtf***.i was'cum help u finish e sentence,wat the fuck!lolx...i met cassie 1st to pass her her belated birthday present.rushed to e lrt station...*spongebob sq pants song*'eh,y u nvr say yy going,he go then i go mah...'._.

met yue,feli n yue's cousin at petir...

travel to jurong east................................................................

took neos n while decorating,susanna n eric came.took again n went to arcade aft tat.yue played this dance game...ha,if i nvr go n look 4 yy,he's gonna wait 4ever therXD

take neos 4 e 3rd time,pullin e guys in but they appeared at e bak lor...
went arcade n yue played this machine trying to catch lilo n stitch soft toy.imagine hw much $ wasted but got nthing in e end=xxhalfway,1 of e machine broke downXD

ate lunch-mcdkfc...

went to buy yue's b.day cake.CH0C0LATE cake...then later walked round jurong wif e cakeXD

went bak jurong east to chui air con n took neos 4 e 4th time.heyys,i giddy liao cos of e flashXD

I LOVE U GUYS!!!muz say,unlike my own class,who start snatchin e neos b4 everything is cut,u guys wait lor n every1 got = amt of neos=DD

thank you guys for making this special day e best day i had...all e stress were flushed away...MWARHKX...

anyway,still got hell naggings fm e 2 folks.haix...when will this end?!

i'm lyk touched 4 this yr's birthday...usually very little ppl remember my b.day but this yr,got so many smses n calls.THANKKKSSSSS!!!

btw,any1 scanning e neos?=)

ch0c0late cake!!!drool!!!


haix...now muz go c e new timetable folloin e 10 days de.so e new timetable repeat itself 5 times 4 term2 n e hols r here!XD


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Tuesday, March 13, 2007


slpt late last nite cos watched e last episode of angels of mission 3D.(hope i got e name correct)got woke up at 6.45am.i'm sooooo slpy.chem lesson suppose to b at9-10.30 but was postponed to 8-9.30am cos my friend got ballet exam.so went to sch...then tim n featherless chicken told me lesson was later?!

!@#$%^&*(?><+_)(*&^%$#(1st reaction)
if known earlier,wouldnt hv woken up so early-.-
went to canteen n drink coffee?no lah...ended up calling ppl asking wher were they.'
lucky lah,got go up to e classrm n c,or else we would b sotongs wastin time at e canteen.so,lesson time wasnt change.chey.lesson strectched until 10.then later found sjab.gosh,u r taking taxi?!hey,e sun not up ther shinning at us!!!take bus lahh.lolx.DUN GET E WRONG IDEA.IF U DO,STOP READING N READ E NT PARAGRAPH.ya,so e both of us talktalktalk all e way to e bus stop.talktalktalk...alamak!miss bus-.-"later andre came n we took e same bus home...watever lah...btw,sjab,thanks 4 e candyXD

sian lah...e longer e dist travelled,e more naggings i get.wth...watever!!!

now 4 e quiz requested by black angel!

1.are u a english n chinese freako?
NONONO.obvious,i dun lyk languages.hahas.tat woman better not c thisXD

2.if time is gonna stop,what will u do for tat time?
go out wif my friends=DD
erm,complete my never ending hw when every1 busy?lol.

3.prefer a play pool or playground?
PLAY POOL!!!

4.do u prefer gossiping around or being gossiped?
grossiping obviously...

5.do u prefer simple or complicated stuff?
simple!

6.do u tackle alphabets or numbers better?
numbers i tink.i lyk maths=plyk realXD

7.what makes u pissed
when e outcome of things is not so diff fm wat is expected

8.how's yr childhood?
all kinds of moods.happy,sad...unforgettable=))

9.do u hv inspiration or pespiration
BOTH=p

10.do u itnk 24h a day is too short or ok?
actually its ok.e longer=e longer u do e things u lyk n nt do hwXD

11.would u judge ppl by their appearance?
NO WAY!!!e person may b ugly,but she/he may hv a <3 of gold.=))

12.wats attractive to yr eyes?
anything tat match my taste

13.do u lyk day or nite
BOTH!=DD

14.do u treasure stuffs tat u own or u hv insatifised desires?
treasure.cos nt every1 hv wat i hv.

15.if yr com hangs wif yr long documents not saved,how will u react?
SCREAM!!!wont solve e problem,QUICK go to friend's hse to do.lolx...or wat?ask some1 print same copy as hers 4 u?XDXD

16.do u believe in miracles?
yeah...u muz work hard=))

17.do u get too tense to forget abt e past or tryin to do so?
dun tink so...

18.in yr mind,wat colours r ther?
ALL COLOURS OF E RAINBOW.lol...

19.hv u ever pitied those who r very pitiful,n shed tears 4 them?
yeah...even in tv dramasXD

20.describe yrself as in attitude
i can b gd n bad,treat me badly n i'll make sure u c my true colours.

21.giv 3 advantages u get when u live
-do wat i wan
-achieve my dreams
-do gd n bring a smile to ppl

22.wat is yr ambition in life?
successful n happy

23.do u believe in horoscopes?
sometimes.if u believe in it,it will b true(wat yr horoscope says),if u dun,it wont b true.

24.describe yr music in life
adds colours n changes yr mood

25.which country would u wan to go if u hv e $?
travel around e world n c how beautiful it is in my own eyes.

26.wat do u tink bloggin is abt?
writing yr happenings n sharing wif others.valuables lessons can b learnt at times

27.when u fail a test,how would u react?
cry in my <3.scream in my <3 if carelessness caused me to fail.

28.pass this test to 8 friends
-yuenice
-rani
-youmin
-tere
-taylin
-rouyi
-kailing
-eric

away to chinatown tmr!(AGAIN)lolx...


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Sunday, March 11, 2007


another day of sadness...y cant everything go right?everything is wrongwrongwrong...its nvr correct.life sux.suxsuxsux.

-earpiece went missin thx to my bro.now i cant hear my mp3T.T
-FORCED to practice 4 piano when i hv NO PASSION 4 years alreadyT.T

its onli 4 days away...y cant u make my life happy?

she doesnt wan to live to c another day of sadness awaiting...

rani-thanks 4 being my listening ear!=DD
eric-thanks to u too=)._.(hahas)


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Saturday, March 10, 2007


wth...
wat is wrong wif u ppl?!i'm using e com bcos i wanted to look 4 e lit project(fortunately duno y cant find=(( )everytime i on e com i may b playing,but cant u investigate further before scoldin me?!wats yr problem?!i'm already bad in my grades n wat more do u wan?cant u c tat i wan to do maths?!onli tat its on a website n u tink i'm playing.open yr eyes bigger lah n dun any oh how scold lah...i dun koe my grades but fm wat e teacher said,every1 didnt do well=((

this isnt fair.i'm onli happy for less than a day n i'm upset againT.Tits onli 5 more days n cant i b happy?life sux...she's sick 4 yr info.juz aft e exams she's sicksicksick.she dun feel gd,she dun hv e mood to study.cant i juz hv some freedom to c wat my teacher asked us to do?

her smile fades away...happiness is all she wants...


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Friday, March 09, 2007


Last day of term 1!!!everybody HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY.but i was bombarded wif tons of hwT.T
i sacrificed my sleep bcos of hist hw.i woke up at 5am juz to complete my hw.goon lah,i did e ws instead of e wb.so rushed to sch earlioer to copy but when reach every1 gather le.kk,dun read if u r a guai kia.lent some1's hist wb n copied my way through...jonathan was doin chi spelling corrections cos if nvr do then do double e corrections.i was nearly 'dead' but heng,lucky got teacher's meeting then i rush lyk hell but my chi teacher was ther looking but when she went away,i cont copyingXDe day went quite well=DDthan at last period which was a free period,i was redaing 'zhe yi ban ri ji' when i got my card n present!=DDTHANKS TO MY CARE BEAR N EVERY1 FM 1/7!!!i luv u ppl!!!hahas...

every1 was chao da...a lot sun burnt.including e teachers!every1 so red n brown,n hot!when i pay for e chinatown trip n got my change,e coins were damn hot!XDthen i remove 1 of e buttons(at e shoulder de) cos its scratchin me n it hurts lah...

from right,sy,yz,tt,romeo.1st row,ym,fio,me,sj.saturated fats is behind yz.At e phyramid.


my card!=DD


u cant change e fact tat its as cute as me!XD


thank you every1 fm1/7!!!


i know u r jealous!GO GREEN!!!=p


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Thursday, March 08, 2007


no lessons today!cross country!!!

ran 3.5km wif yun min n fiona but later it was onli fiona n me.i bullied her all e way.hahas,the evil in meXD5 ppl-3 boys n 2 gals were e top 20s.*3 cheers!!!*was so damn tired.later every1 had water fight,using e mineral water provided,we poured on each other by surprise.i was soaked fm head to toeXDlater i took 1 bottle n poured some on sjab head.HAHA!!!was damn fun lah,since its so HOT at west coast.hahas.yum min fell when she chased ying zhi n got into muddy mess.care rep took care rep to e toilet to clean upXDcum bak,got wetter.its so fun,try tat when yr cross country comes!later got inter-class game-captain ball.my class scored e 1st goal.final 2-3.lost to 1/3.bored,we went to e playground n played there.so sandy lah,sun yang kept kicking sand at me.later we were sliding down this slide.jonathan found this long rope n tied it to his shoe n pulled down this slide 4 us to slide fm 1 corner to e other.kk,i screamed my heart out cos sili pushed me damn hardXDlater we took empty boxes to sit cos e field muddy.then decided wher to go.jurong east entertainment.but cos we in uniform then every1 had to go home n change.i didnt go,later goin ther,hope can c them!prize presentation.i went to e toilet then when cum bak,every1 gone home.cos bought onli my hp n wallet n no bag,i left my belongings wif suay but she gave my hp to yun min n went off wif my wallet.ARRR!!!no wallet=no ezlink card=cannot go home!she walked bak later to return me.later artricia's grandfather fetched me to jurong east interchange n i took train home.
i'm sun burnt...zaaa!!!my skin is REDT.Ti'm not spared n ther a BIG difference wif my skin colour compared to my fair skin colour.CHAO DA...nt yr muz remember put sun cream.no,if goin escape,muz apply!lolx...
i wonder how much fats burntXD but tink still need lots of excerising.lolx...
if i c fiona online,i c if she can send me e pict!=DD
i wan a camera!!!duno y suddenly wan but actually wan to own 1 to take photos to 4 memory.probably cos my cca IT club last yr-handled cameras!
oh wait,wher e colours?!


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Wednesday, March 07, 2007


YAYAYAY!!!common tests finally ended.whoo!!!tink i all 'die' 4 common tests lor.anyway,if they dun get marked so soon,i wont get bak till term 2!=Dbut hols muz go bak schT.Tmon-eng lit workshop.tue-chem extra lessons.wed-go chinatown(again) for maths trail.hope no need return on thur n fri.tmr road run then muz meet teacher at mcds at 7.25am nut if cum b4 teacher,she say consider treating usXDwell erm,i c if i can get out of bedXD anyway aft tat need find my way home=(but duno,mayb got class gathering.watever lah,no sch tmr!

exam end then geo lesson.teacher absent so relief teacher.was told to complete wb n ws.group work.i was doing wif suay.aft geo recess--anyway,class nt guai so everyone copy here n thereXDlater copy physics cos some qns duno how do.play captain's ball 4 a while.i sorta nvr eat anything 4 recess except e ice cool drink.physics aft recess-do e displacement can experiment...then maths lesson-teacher nvrcum on time so class havok.suay was doing this papaya dance,damn funny,cos its related to teacherXDthen got this trip to chinatown-SUAY sia,teacher say fm now onwards,watever gp work u do wif yr groups(deceided last time)EVERY1 WAS LYK 'NOOOOOOOOO!!!'i overreacted by scream no so loudly.suaysuaysuay...if u r tat person reading this,u'll know...eng lesson-no eng lesson cos we get bak report bks=)then later celebrate clarrisa's birthday!e cake got squashed.later play captain ball again.skip tat part.1.45 got cca.AWWWW!!!aft exams got cca then cant go home eaarly=(btw,all e sec 1 dun remember e teacher's nameXDpractice this song,ya,my 1st song.always get lost then damn scrared teacher scold.watever lah.but ther NO PRACTICE IN E HOLS!!!thank you teacher(in charge) for sparing us!!!all of us was overjoyed cos dun need get scolding fm teacher=DDbtw,u wont b spared if u play wrongly.not wrong notes.but everything'FANG SONG!!!'relax tat is...

kk,everytime lyk tat de.piano lesson play e piano then my right wrist painT.T caused by playing tat guzhengT.T the pay i get for workingso hard to please tat teacherT.Taft tat went to scare featherless chicken wif e guzheng nails.later hang around wif my classmates until 4.jovina's mummy gave me a free taxi ride home!thanks jov2!!!

blah,road run tmr.burn e fats fm eating too much gd food fm cny.
T.Ti realised i had so much hw to complete:
-3 hist ws
-hist wb exercises
-eng compre 2 ex.
-mt corrections 190 timesT.T

class gathering tmr.n e destination is NOT DECIDED.goodness.tmr surely got ppl wan go different places.watever lahh.no wait,its cancelled.

term ending le.NOW,PLANS TO GO OUT!!!=DD


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Tuesday, March 06, 2007


HELLOS!

sch was erm,ok lah.started off with the maths paper.for yr info,i didnt do much revision yesterday=xhaha,mayb u koe wher i wentXD But wah liao,i was totally 'BLIND' the last qns was a yes or no qns but i went to solve it instead.i slpt lyk earlier than ususal but still slpy=(

yesterday was lyk stuck in the jam 4 more than 10 mins?!!!yes,i was so LATE for sch.haha,but managed to escape getting tat pinky form cos i went via front gate.heng...but quite a no of ppl late...

conversational malay aft maths test n aft realising tat ther was a need to go bak to csh nt tue in replacement of 2 chem lessons missed bcos of common tests=(teacher absent,so FREE PERIOD-1h!but so SIAN lah.tablet pc classes got ther tablet pc!!!!!wah liao.c them playing every1 in my class so envious.my friend was lyk 'we shd hv stayed in crescent than hv tablet pc!'7 ppl fm crescent(iclude me) fm crescent in 1/7.sianz...later eng lit talk abt romeo n julet.was so sianz then teacher kept saying 'moral of the story,dun call yr children romeo or juliet!'blahblahblah...

aft sch went to buy clarrisa's b.day cake.so now,i am OWED $7.60.erm still need pay class fund hor,$2.60 ba.BROKE again...

need draw 4 art,find pictures erm,geo hw,eng hw,physics hw,mt corrections and ENG LETTER!omg,more than a wk n i havnt done it=x
happen to peep into e paper my co form teacher was holding-she's 1 of e teacher's in charge 4 guzheng n saw PRACTICES.suay lah,,somemore on my birthday.hope excludes sec 1 but dun tink got so lucky=(
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA!!!=DD

she died...


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Sunday, March 04, 2007


here i am at home.buried under piles of books...last 3 papers n i'm so stressed upT.Tdoes any1 understand???life totally sux lyk hell.do i understand e meaning of life?do i?i dun koe.i'm lost.hurt.stabbed.stressed.if i die,my loved 1s will b sad n e 1s i love will b lonely.

to my best friend's best friend-if u see this.i beg u,vent watever anger u wan to vent on her on me.please.stop hurting her ok?its pain to c her suffer u koe...

thanks to u,e creature living in e seaXD

stab me,slash me.i'm a ragged doll left on e shelf.

tagboard-dramatic,i started laughing aft reading itXD

her soul wans to bring joy to e people she loves,sacrifising everything,including her feelings,thus being hurt...


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Saturday, March 03, 2007


T.T life sux...imagine-3 ppl in yr life who helped u,left u?it so pain.1st my eng lit teacher,than my cep teacher,n now my maths tution teacher.hey,this isnt fair...

getting full control of myself.i dun even koe wat am i doingT.T


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Friday, March 02, 2007


1 more wk to e hols!!!make it 5 more sch days,no 4 days!cos nt thur is road run.3.5km for e gals at west coast.somemore,muz find our way there n back home=((then no home econs-got cookin sia!awww.road run is aft common tests which end nt wed.3 more papers to go n i'm free!results will b out nt term.have been missing some lessons cos of tests.gd n bad lahh.

mon-geography test.damn hard sia.lucky i passed by 1 mark.so bad=(some smart ppl got almost full marks.i'm envious.kk,lets say i nvr study enough n i overstudied=xstudied e wrong pages-waste time=(( chinese lesson-e teacher help us form gps then every1 in tat gp buy same bk n talk abt it for 1 hour?!watever...sung yang in my gp n jovina too!woots!!!sung yang collasped on his chair when he learnt tat jov is in his gp tooXD

summary of tue-fri happenings(no word limit!XD)
eng lit teacher ms ong left!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T.Tshe leaving 4 aus wif her husband.i felt exactly lyk 'zui hou yi ke' in 6b chinese tb.anyway,she gave us jellies!due to boredom,lent a markker fm shaeron n started drawin on e jellies=pran 2.4km.nearly died-ran wif fiona.then when at bus stp,my hairband drop n my plaits cum out..so 1 side plaits,e other 1 ponytailXDhelped jov bring her bks fm locker to her=Dbut i bullied stjabXDomg!!!jov absent for 2 days n she got REAL flowers!!!i'm so envious!!!so if i absent myself 4 2 days,will i get flowers?XDi sorta 'spoilt' my locker,loosen e screw than dun need uncode e lock to open it,juz pull open can le!=)ther nthing valuable,only books n files.SHAWN!!!my cep teacher!!!he leaving tooT.Tshawn inspired me...

total slacker=lao ya results=((cassius,u scared me by sayin i change.
calculating---erm,how many times hv i been walking under e rain?!when i hv an umbrella but to lazy to take out?!btw,i walk long distances under e rain.not surprising tat i nearly fell sick=x

1 more wk n 13 more days!

i am who i am n not up to u to decide who i am.i choose to b a guai kia,n u cant change tat.i guai kia?lyk real lah...i wont=))haha...


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